Using dream

Last night I dreamed about getting drunk. This was the most vivid dream of using have ever had.

I dreamed I was with Kirk and we were drink beer from cans (which I never could do). We end up at a community center which later turned into a church. I knew some of those that volunteered there. There were showers and rooms for sleeping in. It was suppose to be safer to drink there. After they tried to give me NA books and a Bible did I realize that I had relapsed after 25 years clean. However, in the dream I realized that I was dreaming but when I awoke I was still upset for a while.