Hope

Reading "Living Clean" about hope. I can see in my life that there is change coming. Some of it is because I have hope that my online business will actually make enough money to support me and above. Vicki seems to sense it to but is fighting it. I seem to in some fear over it. I guess I'm scared of what it will mean to be a successful business owner. To have an employee here when I move to the UK. But, I scared of being able to handle the success and what my family thinks of it.

Like how much money will they expect off of me as a repayment for my past? I know that they haven't said they expect anything but the idea is in my head. What will Jesus expect me to do with it? I'm not really afraid of giving to Him but there is a fear there.