Vicki

Well, today Vicki choose to get coke and weed, even after she just said she wasn't. I sent her some stuff to sell on ebay and told her not to contact me until it gets there. I going to take time to listen to Jesus. I don't know what is in store for our relationship. I love her but she keeps saying she wants to quit for me but wants to keep smoking weed. The problem with that is that she then to get drunk and wrecked on coke. I can't take it much longer. She is going to have to decide if she wants to be with me or keep doing the drugs.