Thoughts

Early today I saw something in my head, kids standing with their dads. 1 kid had clothes on like his dad and blend in. When he was asked about it he said why not no one notice the tools that his dad uses.

I feeling like I just want to disappear. Got money problems again and that seems to be the only way to really get noticed with my family.

Don't trust Vicki to do what she says she going to do but part of that because I don't feel worth of real love.