Gratitude

I'm so grateful for Mercy for help me pull my head out of my ass. She doesn't think so smart enough to help someone but it's not smarts that people want it is someone whom is willing to listen. She has help me more than I know how to tell her. But, she is helping me grow and realize that I have hiding out with people who need help emotionally. Some, not real crazy people, just people that are good but a little off. Today, I need to start looking for people that are ok with themselves and don't need anything from me emotionally or like a therapist.
She has grown so much that if I don't change I will get boring to her and I can understand that today. She has shown me way some people and I just don't seem to understand each other. It's because I'm still looking for people to fix. ARGGGG I thought I had learned better with Cherie but today it not bad. I know that I will have the tenancy to fall into and I have the desire to be a paid therapist to. But, today I can move on.