Thursday, February 11, 2010

Act Your age

I want to know what it means to act your fucking age. I was told a couple of days ago to act my age and like I have nearly 23 years of recovery. I fucking don't know what that means. I'm jealous of all the people that seem to get to act out sexually or pick up on newcomers. I want to be special the way I am but feel like everyone got exceptions of me but if I try one they tell me I can't do it. Why can't I try something different. I feel like everyone wants to keep in some kind of shell or cage.

What am I god. I feel like I'm suppose to be a stick in the mud or the best example of everything good and I don't fucking want it. I want to be human not a god.

song of the day, "Sweet Sacrifice," by Evanscence
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k1WqmTQMw_k

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