I think I must get lost in certain relationships and when the other person stops talking to me I feel very hurt. I try reaching out but seems that the relationship is destroyed beyond any kind of repair. I feel that I don't know what happens, maybe I have cross some boundary and didn't know. I want to be heard but my voice or text goes unheard. What am I? Am I only good for nothing or like a landfill, a place to leave shit?  I hope not but maybe one day someone will be kind of enough to tell me what I did.

Maybe I'm not mean enough or abusive enough for someone. I would like to think I am respectful enough to desire respect back. I don't know what I do to lose so many friends. Hopeful one day I can see it or someone will like me be nice and not leave me.