Poem-Serenity

Life is up and down for me but life is still improving. Life is change and today change is always move in a good way. I know that God has a plan for me and that I'm not God, thank God. There are times when it doesn't feel like things are getting but faith is stronger than my feelings. If I run on feelings I end up in worse feelings. Chasing happiness is like chasing after a mirage, it's always out in front of my never to be reached.

I discovered long ago that serenity was what I really wanted. Serenity is a gift from God and not something I can produce, if it was then I would of found the right drugs, sex or something to do it for me a long time ago. This gift called serenity seems to come from trusting Him and being ok with myself. Some may say that comes with acceptance of oneself. I don't know what it is called but I know that when I ok with myself and God all is well.