Weakness

Today I feel so powerless in my relationship. How does one love someone that is still using and doesn't see that hanging around the old mates is a problem? I feel so weak when it comes to her. I want her but her using keeps getting in the way. It's so easy for others to tell me to leave her without thinking what it means to me. It's like they don't care that I love her.

I want to walk closer to Jesus. I believe that I need to find a way to let Him get deeper into me. Dear Lord, have I stopped doing something that allows You to be my first love? Jesus is calling to me today and I can hear Him. The song "Jesus" by Velvet Underground has struck a cord inside me.