Feeling 1.1

Feeling uneasy which is how I have been waking or shortly after I wake. This of feeling words says that uneasy is under confused. I'm not sure that if I am uneasy about the business, Vicki or just life. Before I started taking the anti-depressants I knew something was wrong but wasn't sure what it was even in the feeling. Today I can say what I feel and kind of what it might be. That means a lot to me even though I don't like the feeling but I do like having an ideal what it is that I am feeling. Having an ideal of what I am feeling makes a huge difference. If you never had the unknown ideal of what you feeling you can't imagine what it does to you. I used to feel that trees meant more to everyone than me and now I feel that I matter.