Nothing

Do you know what it feels like to be nothing? I do, it is a horrible feeling. You don't seem to matter to anyone even the ones that say they love you. It is like trees have more meaning than you do. It's more than being invisible, it's not really being.

How do you explaining feeling like not being? Empty space doesn't describe it. For space has a kind of being which I didn't have before. I still don't feel like anything but I do feel like more than nothing.