Feeling

Feel like it would be nice to lay down, go to sleep and never wake up would be nice. Feel like I really don't matter much to anyone any way. Just don't feel like any I do or say matters really.

Feeling angry because my Vicki addiction is taking her away from me again. I have been back from visiting her and she doesn't think I need to go to as many meetings I am going to. Will what the fuck, I don't think she needs to be getting fucked up as much as she is.