Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Rejectability

Feeling reject able today. Not sure what it from but just seem to be in one of those times were seems like everything I do and say gets people upset. Been crying off and on since Earth Group noon meeting today made myself go right afterward to counseling center to set up an appointment for next week. Scared to keep putting it off.

Tired of feeling like everyone's favorite maritine. I tired of feeling like a child and not understanding what is appropriate. I don't have a one track mind it just seems that way. It seems like the women I don't want to talk about anything so I start asking silly questions that seems to some how to end up on sex. If they don't want to talk maybe they need to say so or talk about other things in their life.


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