Sad

Feeling sad and sure why. Don't know if there needs to be a reason. The song Scarborough Fair is a song that kind of fits, at least, the tune does. It's the kind of sad that doesn't seem to have any purpose at all. However, the good thing is today I know it is sad. I have lived for too long not really understanding what I felt and it is nice to know that is sad.

If you don't understand that is ok most people don't. Most people know what it is like to feel emotions and won't understand being glad to feel sad. But, I have gone most of my life having no idea what it felt like. It's a terrible existions not having emotions. People always telling you that you are wrong. I know that I do it something like that we Vicki so will need to watch out for it.
Scarborough Fair/Canticle